23th may'o7. just felt that i'm being pampered and loved. thanks for the countless desserts and sweets. perhaps it's the first and the last time u would do that for me. though others do doubt on us,you faced them bravely for that particular moment. thanks but anyway it's over. just look ahead and move on happily. i will listen and not to break the promises i've made. it's a deal after all. (dumby) rmb everything will be alright.

this morning just felt so weak and restless. practically,i'm slept thru'out the whole morning and cant get my mind settle down. to say the truth, i'm not alright. just right in front of me yet seemed so far. arrrhhhh!!!!!!!!!

today went for training at clemeti ite. so tired! tournament is around the corner. in fact,it's just few days later. my stamina is like zZzz. but it's cool to train in the night as u cant feel the heat and the pressure. after training,went for dinner. perhaps my first meal of the day. all of us were like 'hungry ghost'.

oh yeah! i received the first gift. it's the thought that counts! love it man (: