Friday, June 01, 2007'?
i have got alot to say but no idea how should i convey it nicely to you. i know u have got ur own probs and u are tired of everything. it's clearly writen on ur face. always refrain from calling u and texting u. but i just want to know how u feel. you nvr tell me your probs and i'm always kept in the dark. i'm also feeling tired, not only u. i know u wouldn't take the first move and i'm always the one making the first move. u might feel vexed. that's why sometime i would wait for you to take the initiative to contact me. but it nv happen b4. even my friends asked me not to be too initiative. i'm stubborn and always make u worried. perhaps it's true that we should really calm down and think thru once again. i admit that i always ruined and screwed things up. landed u in a very difficult position. i also understand the reason why both of us are so exhausted and ended up worrying for each other. i would also understand if u say u want to give up everything. cus i'm adding onto ur burden.
i have my right to fall for whoever i likes or loves. i hate to be restricted and no one can control my feelings. even if u were to avoid me, i will wait. if u were to run,i will chase after you but i wouldn't stop you. i have yet to open it with the key.
also sorry for everything