Tuesday, July 03, 2007'?
i'm telling you this right now. the more u want me to detest you,the deeper i fall for u each day. i know i had said this to you many times before. but i mean it. yah indeed i'm stubborn. whatever u said i just dont understand. cus i chose not to understand. it's always the same old routine. didn't u realise it? i only feels tired when u said you cant take it anymore and wanted to stop everything. if u are willing to carry on,i will be more than willing to go thru all the odds with you. if u don't wish to see me suffer and get hurt, u shouldnt push me aside and expect me to act brave in front of everyone. in the presence of me, you always pretend to be strong and said countless of words that really pierced thru my heart. i know u are feeling the pain inside but u just refused to show it. you said b4,i shed the tears you shed. u understand me well. you always know what i'm thinking and what i'm going to do for the next moment. i'm willing to wait but are u willing to face it?
you: not a single day passes by without me thinking if the hurt i have given you.
the amount of regret and pain cannot be put in words.
time and time again i made choices without thinking of you.
seeing you cry pains my heart everytime but i nvr showed it.
after all that i have done,you still nvr give up.
all i want to say is a heartfelt sorry.
and from now on,i hope i can correct all the wrongs.
i cannot promise you a lifetime of happiness but i will treasure every moment i spend with you.
and... I LOVE YOU
me: (=
you: i wanttotellyouthisisnotthelasttime.
iwillnotignoreyouanymore
loveyouhun!
i wouldn't cry anymore. in fact,my tears are drying up.
yes! i'm dumb and silly enough to fall for you.
bcus i'm your dumb yam!
you: what's ur dream house?
me: i've no idea, i really dont know. what about you?
you: erm..my dream house.. must be very cosy and makes me feel at home.
what's really matter isn't the magnitude but what's in the house to make it a home.
i don't want to have a house for sheltering but i want a home and that feels comfortable. whenever i step into the house,i feels at home.
and the design matters alot........
me: oh ya! i want to have a house by the sea side!
you: alright! (:
you asked for my dream house and u gonna work towards the goal.
thanks for cheering me up that night
and you got to practice more if u want to be a pilot!
must speak more fluently, don't add your stupid nonsense and singlish into it
jie and papa already helped you alot.
in order not to disappoint them,you ought to work harder and accomplish what you really want.
it's good to have a goal!
ah gong and daddy really very satisfied. ah gong praised you alot. he loves your name! before you came,he kept asking me things regarding you.
ah gong: chen tao kwang?
me: yah! why?
ah gong: a good and nice name
me: (:
ah gong: how old is he? still studying? stays at where?
me: ..........
while eating,he kept looking at you and observed. he was happier and smiled all the while. still talked to you in dialect. luckily,you understand! you've pass the test!
thanks smelly tofu!