you're just trying to make a big fuss out of it. i'm not a 3yrs old kid. alright? i understand every single thing that's happening around me but i just chose to act blur and closed one eye. sometime not knowing the truth makes oneself happier. why bother to mess up my life when u know i wouldn't even turn back. you said i didn't kept to my promises. what about you? stop and reflect on urself. so what if u went in once,that doesnt mean u can do anything you want. mind you, he dont owe you anything. practically,everyone ish sick and tired of ur nonsense. stop acting big in front of others. even ur closest friends are tired of you. they cant tolerate u any longer. dont u understand? face the reality and move on. everyone has their limits. my intuition tells me you cant go far! prove me wrong then. c'mon if i'm stubborn, you are worst!